In Real Life

There are two worlds in a bloggers life. The Blog Life and Real Life. With technology sometimes those two lives get a little blurry, but there is still that fine line that separates the two. Who I am in bloglandia is slightly different than who I am in real life, and I am assuming that this statement is true with most of us.

Kylea Circa 2009

In real life, only a select few know what the address to my blog is. And until this moment it only included my mom. My older brother and more than likely my little brother know now, but honestly I don't think I mind. I'm honestly relieved that they know. These three people have always been there from start to finish.

In real life, I have a group of really close friends that I can count on one hand.

In real life, I am shy, quiet, and guarded. I stay away from large crowds because they make me anxious and nervous.  I will often be the person who doesn't speak unless spoken to, not because I am snooty but because it is literally painful and scary to me.

In real life, I am very modest and conservative.

In real life, I am  actually jealous of said brothers of mine. Matt is literally the most outgoing and social person, he got that from my mom. Plus I hear that he is an amazing cook and he did manage to steal all of the musical talent away. Michael has the biggest heart, it can be his downfall but he does truly go out of his way to help his friends. There is a lot more to him than people see.

In real life, I second guess everything. Any decision I make, anything I do at work, and any life changing decisions. I will take every moment to consider all of it before making a decision and once I do I have to question whether it was the right one.

In real life, my wallet is closed. I know I say a lot about having to save, but when it comes down to it I can be really stingy with my money.

In real life, I start a lot of things but never finish them.

In real life, I am as big of a pack rat as my parents. I keep way too much junk that I don't need.

In real life, my emotions are easily swayed. I can be a super happy person one minute and the next be so upset and frustrated that it takes out my entire day.

In real life, I am as stubborn as hell. You are not going to get me to do something I don't want to.

In real life, you burn me and then we're done. I've lost a lot of close friends and relatives because of this. But I don't want people in my life who hurt me or my family.

In real life, I really should get back to work!

What are you like in real life?

Music for the day! Sorry to any of my brothers friends who are further exploring my blog.